day FIFTY SEVEN

under donald trump

found myself

thinking about how it must feel

for melania under donald trump

i mean is it a horrifying thirty seconds

trapped beneath what looks like

two hundred and sixty pounds of orange plastic garbage bags?

does she imagine he’s one of his grease-ball sons

as trump pumps away thinking about

fourteen year old pageant contestants or thai ladyboys

are the moans of pleasure real?

although from what we’ve heard in the press

about the donald’s baby-dick

a certain amount of acting must be taking place

and does melania think about that?

like what her life could’ve been

if she hadn’t traded it all to become a trophy wife

to america’s biggest philistine

would it be B horror or B comedy films?

the harmless tit flick on late night cable tv

would the modeling career have taken off

jet setting and celebrity romance?

or maybe she would’ve chucked it all

and become a neurosurgeon

…i’m talking after the work visa came through

does she regret being a part of the birther movement

christ, can she even breathe under that slobbering beast?

wondering what pussy he grabbed on the way home

if it was assault, consensual at all?

i can’t even imagine being asphyxiated under that nazi

smelling his red meat breath

tasting his poisoned saliva

while being bitch-slapped with his comb-over

…and pretending to like it?

give melania the academy award for that one

or better yet for even being able to smile in public

holding hands with that philandering, sherbet grinch

i don’t even know

what got me thinking about this shit in the first place

i was in midtown and i was hungry

i got lost looking for the NBC store at rockefeller center

and some black dude tried to hand me a cd of music

saying don’t be scared of black people, when i wouldn’t take it

and i thought about being frightened

being truly frightened

and then she just came to me

melania under donald trump

pretending at her job like we all do

giving his flabby ass a cursory squeeze

secretly praying for him to finish in under twenty seconds

hoping for a better and more fulfilling life

or maybe just to get fired

grab the kid

a stack of cash

and take the first available flight

back to stunning slovenia           

--John Grochalski