Saturday, January 22, 2011

poem of the day 01.22.11

larry brown

i want to read larry brown

but i can’t find
the goddamned book
of his short stories
that i bought almost two years ago

i must’ve put it away drunk

because i can’t remember where it is

i’ve just checked
seven dusty bookshelves
coming up with nothing

but the ice melting in my scotch glass

maybe i let someone borrow it

that whore at the bar

maybe i never bought it
in the first place

i say that i’m going to buy
a lot of things

but the money just ends up
at the liquor store or in the grocery line

i know i bought this book though

i checked my account
on amazon.com

larry brown is listed under
my recent purchases

april 2008

still i have no clue what i did with it

the book is a ghost

i mean i’ve found han-shan
arthur nersesian
henry miller hidden under a stack
of old comic books
bukowski and Jeffers
kerouac and busson
anne sexton
and kathy acker
ginsberg
corso
and good old walt whitman

but no larry brown

it’s a shame

he was a tough bastard too

wrote his stories
when he wasn’t fighting fires

put the drinks back
and died of a heart attack
back in 04

a real southern word slinger
if you ask me

hell, i really could’ve used
old larry tonight

especially after the work day

but this is all my fault
not finding the book

i just set shit down anywhere
and move on to the next big thing

so absent-minded some days
i sit on my face
thinking that it’s my ass

3 comments:

  1. I just saw that Rabbit posted something about you and I realized that I haven't seen anything of yours in quite a while. So I checked my dashboard and you were gone. Then I noticed that many others were gone! I don't know what happened, but I'm glad I'm back...

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  2. Pat...i'm glad your back too. i just thought you got sick of me...which is entirely possible.

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  3. Thanks! I was wondering a while ago why I never hit the 300 limit. I started going through the list last night. I'm missing a bunch of them. Which only proves that I'm brain dead, not to notice...

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