the music box
there is a music box
that plays in the foyer of my building
fat, jolly santa at a piano
pounding the yuletide favorites
the superintendent and his wife
put it out there every year
when they decorate
and every year they let their monster child
scooter up and down the hallway
and past my apartment door
as they sing carols and put up decorations
then they go back into their apartment
far away from the santa music box
where they don’t have to hear
tiny christmas songs pouring into their home
all evening and into night like i have to
every year the super has christmas up without fail
yet my water-logged roof continues to crumble into dust
and the cockroaches here
are turning into an army
i try to be a good neighbor about the music box
for the old bats who sit in the foyer
talking about their pasts
for the young professionals coming home from work
playing on their phones
as they collect their amazon packages
but after a few drinks i go into the hallway
and shut the music off
there is only so much christmas a man can take
and they play the music at work
and in the liquor store anyway
this battle usually goes on for about a week
the super and his wife turn on the music box
and stand guard over it
as their child screams and howls and scoots
and then later i stumble out and shut it off
after they’ve gone
eventually someone gives up until the new year
i’ve thought about sending a message
smashing the santa music box
and leaving it in pieces outside the super’s door
finishing this little war
once and for all
but i have a reputation here of being drunk and unkind
and someone in the building
is selling heroin to high school kids
and they have cameras up all over the place here now
so it’s jingle bells, jingle bells for me
off and on until armageddon or january comes
and the super takes christmas back down
until the next time
with his brat kids scootering up and down the hallway
as the music box plays its last carol
and i sit in my apartment
watching yellow pieces of my ceiling
fall onto the dusty wooden floor.
--John Grochalski