unintended pleasures
of signing off
using an automated
time keeping system
just sit back and watch the time click
it’s easier this way if you don’t resist
or think that now you’ve become some clockwatching
product of the american work force
reject personal autonomy until your shift is over
take comfort in the fact that millions of us
are doing this all over the great nation
maybe even the world
think of these quiet moments
as a chance to take stock of your day
plan tomorrow or negotiate the evening
play another round of solitaire as you ALT TAB these blues
remember something you might have forgotten on your grocery
list
a birthday that has slipped your mind
a red-letter date in american history that needs celebrating
contemplate the vodka and cans of beer left in your fridge
because you may need all hands on deck tonight
wink at the security camera bearing down on you
give them a smile and a thumbs up
do not look at the computer screen too intently
you’ll find that time has gotten you nowhere
and that the radio is still playing the same bad song
as when you set out on this endeavor
imagine the sick day you’ll take
when the office is short staffed
or if you do look
wow in the corporate color scheme of the web page
only in your head you are looking at picasso and matisse
imagine that it’s a countdown to lift-off or a great voyage
outer space or around the world in as many days
the first of your ilk going where no man/woman/child
has gone before
because you are a pioneer and you know it
not some sad piece of excrement sitting on the edge of your
chair
with your coat and your bag in your hands
tupperware from another unsatisfying lunch resting on your
lap
a hat on your head and your legs shaking with anticipatory
angst
watching second after second after nauseating second tick by
you are neil armstrong, buzz aldrin, columbus
megellan, vasco de gama, lewis and clark
and robert falcon scott all rolled into one
think of the unintended pleasures of signing off
using an automated time keeping system
instead of the bitter taste of a life wasted
cherish these moments of solitude and personal reflection
remember them for future reference
when the walls of this life start closing in again.
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